Kellie,
I am so sorry for your loss - wish there was some way to make you feel better, but i know there isn't. The girls are right it only took 2-3days physically for me but emotionally it was a loooong time and i still cry from time to time. I would most definitely take some time off work you will need it - be kind to yourself - just cry sweetie get it out - i was surprised at how many tears i have - sending you :hugs: