I just feel sad.... :(

[Keta]

Hunni I'm so sorry. I think of you everyday and wish I could make it better. What you are going through is so unfair and I can't imagine the emotions you are currently going through. I agree with N2L and Lily Dust. xxx

[myturn]

I spent most of the car trip home from the shops tonight trying to cry silently... Couldn't stop them falling but didn't want DSD to see/hear them.....

I don't understand why it's hitting me this afternoon/tonight....
But I think, while I need the box....

The box signifies ..... An end? ....

.... I'm not sure I'm ready for it, so it will sit in the corner for a while until I can bring myself to deal with it....

i know how grief works.... I know that this is normal.... But I just feel so terrible... And this surprises me, cause I was doing okay. I really was. And now I'm feeling stuck in this moment and I'm scared it's never going to end.

[nothing2lose]

Dont forget your hormones will be all over the place at the moment. Especially if you were on progesterone pessaries and have stopped them suddenly. It will be like really bad PMT, but with unimaginable grief thrown in

[juniper76]

As you say, this is how it works. It has been 8 months since my d&c and it still hits me out of the blue some days. It's usually when I'm driving or in the shower or some other place that I'm not interacting with people and so get stuck inside my own head with only my thoughts for company. My thoughts are NOT good company.

It doesn't happen as often as in the beginning, but it still happens.

[Miss.B]

Sending you many hugs myturn . I suppose when our little one isn't inside anymore, it really hits us then. That's the really hard part, well, it was for me anyway. It does get easier, but all the feelings have to be processed as they come up. Take care lovely and take time to heal xx

[Lily Dust]

But I think, while I need the box....

The box signifies ..... An end? ....

.... I'm not sure I'm ready for it, so it will sit in the corner for a while until I can bring myself to deal with it.....

You only need to do it in your own time, no pushing yourself. Be kind to you. And not the end, perhaps just the remebering, the recognising of pure love for your little one and the beginning of another journey

[myturn]

And now my breasts are leaking.......

......

Headachy, crampy, bleeding weirdly AND leaking ( . )( . )

I just want it over and want to stop feeling this way.

[Marley&Me]

There's nothing I can say to make it stop myturn, just lots and lots of

[juniper76]

Is it worth having a chat with your Dr to see if they need to check what your hormones are doing?

[myturn]

Probably should give it a bit more time.......

....And stop checking to see if it's still happening....

Im probably making it worse.... I know! Just thought it was weird, and kinda cool... And kinda like it was all actually real....
Just that now I've found leaky marks on my pj top....

Such a dummy....