I think it's time to admit it

**Purple Penguin** · January 13th, 2011, 02:27 PM

So sorry to hear of your loss

**RhiChiChi** · January 13th, 2011, 05:05 PM

Hey CM,

Just checking in to see how you are doing. I noticed your post earlier today, I hope you are not in too much physical pain. x

**~Hestia~** · January 13th, 2011, 05:15 PM

Hey darl. I'm not in too much pain but am starting to feel a bit dizzy, I guess from all the blood loss I've had over the last few days. Luckily DH has taken time off work so I can just take it easy and rest up. I think it's all starting to back off now though.

Thanks so much for your concern

**Amaunet** · January 13th, 2011, 08:58 PM

You were in my thoughts today cm.

**~Hestia~** · January 14th, 2011, 03:39 PM

Went to see my GP this morning, he's happy for me to carry on as I am while I'm comfortable. Seeing him again on Tuesday and will have another ultrasound closer to the end of the week.

He was really nice to chat to about the whole thing. He's been away and had caught himself up on the past few weeks before I went in which was a relief.

**MummaSue** · January 14th, 2011, 03:43 PM

He sounds nice. Huge hugs babe

**RhiChiChi** · January 14th, 2011, 05:11 PM

So glad to hear you have your DH with you & the support of our Dr. x

**Isadora** · January 14th, 2011, 05:22 PM

I'm sorry

**Diamond Girl** · January 14th, 2011, 06:38 PM

Im glad your Dr is understanding and that your DH is home so you can rest.

Thinking of you sweety.

**~Hestia~** · January 16th, 2011, 07:09 AM

Thanks again everyone. Yesterday was the worst I've had yet and seems to have eased right off by this morning.

Fingers crossed the worst is behind me.

**Teeki** · January 16th, 2011, 11:47 AM

Oh cheezel, I hate that you're going through this

I'm hoping that the worst is certainly behind you and things start to get better soon

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**Maruschke** · January 17th, 2011, 10:45 PM

CM big hugs, I do hope the worst is behind you. Thinking of you xoxo

**~Hestia~** · January 20th, 2011, 05:28 PM

So I had another ultrasound today and it was the best I could've hoped for - all gone and no need for a curette.

I feel the worst emotionally today. I think because there is no evidence of the pregnancy now, it's well and truly over. It's like he/she was never there. I'm left here all alone and empty.

I want my baby back

I'm already getting the comments about trying again, I don't want another baby...I wanted this baby.