I'm a bit emotional today.

**Deedles** · January 31st, 2011, 03:57 PM

I feel exactly the same honey. The pain and the reminders never really seem to go away.

**human bean** · January 31st, 2011, 04:07 PM

**Taurean** · January 31st, 2011, 04:14 PM

Another squishy one of these

**BeautifulMadness** · January 31st, 2011, 04:20 PM

am sorry

**Lisa** · January 31st, 2011, 04:29 PM

Thanks everyone

I think with being so close to giving birth, my DS1 starting Yr 11 today and just this time of year, things have got to me more today than I was expecting. I saw pics on FB of my friends son who was born near Noah's due date having his first day at school and I just started crying. Almost 5 years later the little things make me cry.