I wish you could to Michelle

I know one day I will hold my baby in my arms, but how many heartbreaks do I have to go through to have that ONE day.

It didnt hurt this much last time, I cried the night I found out with Rick, then I was a bit sad but didnt cry over it again and managed to get on with it, but now I cant stop crying, I feel real bad, like I've doen soemthing wrong and I just feel plain useless............