This is so fugging unfair. All I want is a baby. Simple. Well it seems to be simple for everyone else. Apparently I have to suffer a bit before Im allowed to have one. I went through this bull**** with Ds1 and Ds2. I suffered enough then. I thought with Ds3 being a surprise and such an easy pregnancy that Id done my time but obviously Ive ****ed someone off enough to have to do it all again.

I guess I have to decide now if its time to draw the line.