Thankyou all for your kinds words and thoughts. I keep thinking I need to get back to work quickly but haven't found the energy to go in yet. My boss has been very understanding though. I feel a bit like I've let everyone down as my family were all so excited about this pregnancy. I know that's crazy but right now that's what's going thru my head.
I know all these feelings will subside, I'm just in a hurry for them to ease. Thanks again for allowing me to write down my feelings, I think it helps to know you are not alone and feelings are 'normal'.