You are human - we don't all follow the same emotional curve
I've been waiting for this, so please just feel it and allow it to do its thing, and when the feeling begins to fade then let it go till it comes back in, like the waves of an outgoing tide lapping at the shoreline.
It feels like there has been so much loss this year, for some reason, and it's really hard to read about - and what good's a community if you just skip to the happy bits? So, I follow some of the losses that are closer to me and feel a bit of what's happening, knowing that I can never know just what you're going through, even if I'd suffered a loss of my own - cos we're all in unique circumstances where our babies mean something different and something quite significant in a tailored way. Not sure I"m making much sense in the wee hours, just so you know that I have thought of you and shared just a little bit of your loss