I know a great deal of you are aware of what we went through earlier this yr... So I won't rehash it.... Merely to say that due to this hardship in our lives I have come to learn more about who I am...

I have learnt that...
As a father, I will do whatever it takes and do whatever my children need me to do...


I am far more disconnected from my emotions than I thought ( just in the sense that as yet I am still to cry for more than 30 seconds about this very thing)...

I find it hard to concentrate on things for extended periods of time because (and I know it's not a reflection on myself or tenibear) I feel like I'm useless, that I can't even help my wife bring a pregnancy to fruition...

So many other things that I can't even think of now... If I work them out I'll let you know!