Just wasnt ment to be

[MistyFying]

bec I'm sorry for your loss. What a tough time you're having at the moment. I really hope some peace and joy returns to your life soon

[tempus moriendi]

First of all, I'm so sorry about the loss of your little one. A big cyber hug to you. You need to be very good to yourself right now. And what an awful thing for your fiance to go and do! Be extra special good to yourself, surround yourself with people who love you and if you need to vent we're here. Good luck and I'll keep you in my prayers.