Just me rambling here, no need to reply..............

I feel so lost and so unbelievably sad.........
my heart hurts so much, everything hurts .............
No one asks how I am, it's all forgotten...........
I think I am getting my period - another reminder that I am not pregnant..........
Don't know if I want to try for another baby, the intense wanting is gone...............
I am so lonely.............
I love my kids..................
I am angry...........
I can't stop crying...............

It just HURTS >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>..