Lost - Vent/ramble

[chepie]

Just me rambling here, no need to reply..............

I feel so lost and so unbelievably sad.........
my heart hurts so much, everything hurts .............
No one asks how I am, it's all forgotten...........
I think I am getting my period - another reminder that I am not pregnant..........
Don't know if I want to try for another baby, the intense wanting is gone...............
I am so lonely.............
I love my kids..................
I am angry...........
I can't stop crying...............

It just HURTS >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>..

[skybie]

Hun, i havent forgotten. I wish i had some words of wisdom, but i dont.
im so sorry you have to hurt like this
sending love xxx

[Kazzo]

[diannescruffy]

I"m so sorry too that you are in so much pain, it's just not fair .

Regards,
Dianne

[Diamond Girl]

My gorgeous Chepie, you most certainly are not alone. I am so sorry you are hurting so badly. I want you to know I am here, and I think of you often. I know the deep pain you are in because I feel it too.

Holding your hand, Chepie.

[Keta]

Oh hun, my eyes are welling for you and my heart breaks for what you have gone through. Its just not fair.

[OceanPrincess]

Hun, I know that feeling. It is hard... So hard. We are all here for you.

[LionsandBears]

thinking of you, Hugh & your other angels. Here to chat if you need

[chepie]

Oh my goodness ladies thank you so much for the love and kind words ...... Your support is over whelming - thank you......

I finally managed to call the Birth Center and remove my name of the list...........


Through the tears I thank each and everyone of you xx