Ianto - I missed you so much yesterday, baby boy. I'm sorry we didn't get to visit you, but I was thinking about you all day and wishing things were different. Thank you for the big kick you gave me last Xmas, I cried on Xmas Eve thinking about it - just as "Silent Night" started up on Carols by Candlelight. "Sleep in heavenly peace" indeed, bubba... And as always, thank you for watching over your little brother or sister. I love you, my sweet baby.
Nan - I was crushed yesterday when I visited Pa. I just keep expecting you to be there. I started making myself a cuppa, but I couldn't bring myself to use your teabags. Next time, Nan, next time. I hope you're proud of the way I snapped at Pa, just like you surely would. He didn't hear me anyway, so I don't feel too horrible about it. He misses you terribly. As much as we all miss you, he was going through his first Xmas without you in over 65 years. I know you two clashed so much, to the point that I wondered why you ever married him, but you really were the love and light of his life. I'll come visit you soon to leave our Santa photo. It hurt only having to get two this year, we're so used to ordering the larger pack so you would get one. I love you.
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