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I just dont want people to think i dont care about this baby because i do, i loved this baby and if i could get this baby back I would but i cant.:
So hopefully his/her spirit will return and grant me a healthy bundle>
This wasnt meant to happen! One of my best friends lost her baby too and we were due on the same day, what are the odds of that :( Just so devestated
Yes it is so devastating :(
Be easy on yourself. Losing your child has made you realise how much you love and value children and want another. You are motivated by LOVE not by anything else.
Hi ya ladies,
Hope everyone is okay this Sunday morning..
Threetimesblessed - I am sorry you find yourself here, hope you are okay oxoxo the wanting/needing to ttc is so overwhelming isn't it ..GL babe
Freya - Exciting times for you babe xoxo Wow Europe, where abouts are you going?
Maruschke - How are you going hun?
Saffy - Wow! At least you have some answers and can move forward xoxo
Telly - how are you travelling gorgeous lady?
PacRakMG - sorry that witch arrived, I hate it when you think you yes yes yes yes I have all the symptoms surely I gotta be... hugs babe!! Maybe I should take your lead and distract myself too!!!
AFM - well this month I used OPK's and got a very strong positive and now have been obsessing over every single tiny detail and I am in fact losing the plot again. I am angry at myself because I did this last month.. It just takes over my life and I am forever POAS!!! I think I am due sometime this week, who knows with my cycles now.... I almost feel like giving up because it just takes over my LIFE and I don't like the person I become... Sorry for the rant
love you all oxoxo
Hi I am new 2 this but feel I need 2 talk ATM. I am currently going through my second misscariage ATM and feel quiet alone. I am married with 2 beautiful children who are nearly 4 and 1!? I conceived triplets while my son was 3 months old mind u I was breast feeding and on the mini pill with no multiples on either side of our families. I had 2 babies in my uterus and a third in my Fallopian tube which I lost as a result 2 the ectopic pregnancy I misscarried the 2 in my uterus at 7 weeks and lost the third baby in my tube at 9 weeks. All this made my husband and myself realize we were ready 4 another bub which last week I was delighted 2 find out was on its way only 2 be told later the same day my levels were 2 low and the pregnancy would most likely result in misscariage which it has but the awful part is u still feel pregnabt and have all the symptoms of a pregnancy. I just need 2 no their is hope 2 carry another bub right through u just don't understand after 2 normal pregnancys why all this us happening I have lost 4 babies in a mater of months and feel do empty and desperate 2 be pregnant again. Thank you 4 listening.
Chepie; we are heading to London then off on a Contiki tour. Netherlands, Germany, Austria, Italy, Switzerland, France. Then back to London for 3 days. I cant wait, its been a long time coming and Dh has never been anywhere overseas outside a war zone so its going to be a new experience for him! Desperately needed after the last 8mths.
Im still trying to get my head around no kids for 16 days :o
Hullo. New to this area...
For those that haven't read my other posts, I had a miscarriage at 11wks, just over two weeks ago. I have two gorgeous kids, result of two uneventful pregnancies, so when I started bleeding I completely freaked out.
This loss has really thrown me. I've been struggling but I think I am getting there... Where, I don't know. But I think I am getting somewhere.
I've found talking to other women who have been through this has been really helpful... Sucks so much that there are so many that have been down this road but I am grateful for their willingness to share with me, hold my hand and cry with me. Pac, I'm looking at you here :)
I'm feeling a bit adrift. Where do I go from here?
HI OC
I am really sorry you have to go through this. Its really unpleasant to say the least and totally unfair. My thoughts are with you.
I know I cant make it better for, but I hope you muddle through it and feel a bit better soon. I can only relay my experience in an effort to help you along. I had a miscarriage a few months ago as well. After a week or 2 I thought I was on top of it and moving forward to the future with positivity. How wrong I was. I understood all the statistics, the process, the advice from many websites, but what I hadnt prepared myself for, nor was i expecting, was the lashing out at my friends and loved ones, and the rage I felt.
I thought I was in the clear, relatively undamaged and with the determination to move forward and accomplish what I was entitled to.
It was hard and I was not a very nice person during this time. I didnt even like myself because of the way I treated those around me. It took me a little while to realise why I was being like that and where it was coming from. I was able to kurb my reactions a little better once I understood.
All I can say is that you cant fight the roller coaster. You just have to go with it and keep your eyes open. If you snap at someone or are being a little bit insensitive, don't be too hard on yourself. What you have to process is tough. really tough.
Sorry for babbling on but I just hate seeing people in pain and not being able to help.
big hugs
CT
Thanks CT for your response. I really appreciate it. :hug:
To make matters worse today, I think I'm ovulating :(
I don't quite know how to process that. I don't want to ovulate. For the first time in the "starting a family" part of my life, I don't want to be ovulating.
I want to be pregnant :crying:
Hi everyone, sorry been reading but not posting.
OP - :hug: :hug: :hug: I just read your other post but I'll reply here - it's so hard with the forward thinking, knowing the plans you were supposed to have, the dreams you were going to fulfill. As time goes on and you learn to come to terms with your loss, things pop up. Like for me, on the 11/11 - that was my very first EDD. We were supposed to have a three year old. Christmas day is my next one. My EDD was 25/12. At this point, I'm supposed to be so uncomfortable, swollen ankles, much much heavier. But I'm not. Some days that's okay. But others, well it's not so great. I get through the 11/11 one by looking at DD. If I hadn't mc that very first time, then she wouldn't be here. And that's horrible to think and say, but it's what gets me by. Where do you go to from here? One day at a time, one foot in front of the other. :hug:
Hi ya girls....
Freya - that sounds like an AWESOME trip!! Hope you have best time!! No kids for 16 whole days- enjoy ;0)
Ocean Princess- hun I am so very sorry for your loss.... I feel your heartache .... I wish I could say something to make it better xoxo I am stilling struggling with the loss of Hugh, especially on Wednesday because that was when we said goodbye and he EDD is 29 Feb - a Wed...... but I am getting there like PacRaKMG says 'one foot in front of the other
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