Glad you found the thread, optimist. Lovely you have found someone you can relate to IRL

Welcome TickToc. I am so sorry for your losses You are so very 'normal' to have those fears and anxieties after having miscarried in the past. IMO thinking the worst is a way of protecting ourselves. Almost like if you expect the worst any 'bad' result cant be any worse ITMS!

Welcome Trinkle- Stein, Im sorry your little one didnt stay but dearly hope your dates are a bit out and there is a little heartbeat next week Limbo is such a tough place to be. My body did something very similar when I miscarried.
FWIW nothing you you did cause this to happen. It happens far too often and mostly for undetermined reasons.
Depending on what your Doctor advises as to when you can start TTC again, It varies from person to person, Dr to Dr. For us there was no recommendation, in which case as long as you and your partner are ready than thats what counts.

to all