Oh hunny I'm sorry you are feeling so so sad. As you know it is completely normal for you to miss Princess Lilli and we all understand you are going to have moments where you are going to become upset or scared or angry.
I want you to know that we are all here for you and please please feel free to drop in on your way past to/from picking E up from school. My car is always out the front if I'm home so please know you are welcome any time
I so wish I could take all your pain away but unfortunately I can't. I can however give you many many
You and Nath truly do amaze me every single day. You are both fantastic people and parents

As for the break through that has come about it is a good thing but it certainly doesn't make things any easier for you and Nath or any other family who has lost a very precious baby in the past.It does however get us closer to the day where hopefully no family will ever have to travel the path you guys are traveling now.