Today was the day 1 year ago that I lost my baby. I was only 8.5 weeks pregnant but in the 3.5 weeks I knew I was pregnant I had planned my babies whole future. I feel guilty and selfish and ungrateful posting this as I have a 2 week old baby asleep in the room next to me who wouldn't be here if my Angel had lived. I miss him/her and I hate not knowing what he/she was like. Only my twin sister remembered this date, I hate how everyone else forgot or chose not to acknowledge it as they probably think I should be happy beause I have a baby now. I know I am incredibly blessed with my baby as she was a miracle (doctors advised us to terminate as thought she had a fatal chromosome problem, but she has been born healthy and perfect) but it doesnt stop me missing my angel baby.
Just needed to vent.