I'm glad your feeling better wrangalove :-)
I so feel for your post here as I feel exactly the same way.
I really do feel I'm doomed to only ever miscarry and feel this broken pain with empty arms.
I've lost 2 bubs while my fb friend (who is feeling movements now)
who announced her pg on fb thesame time .
I was too scared to dare announce it.
I wish you lots of healthy pregnancy/baby dust xxxx