today is Mother's Day and my little jaden's due date

[Natasha2605]

I should be in the hospital having a baby today but instead I have to put on a happy face and pretend everything is fine while I celebrate mother's day with my mom and mother in law. I lost my little one in December. I was almost 5 months pregnant. This is killing me and all I want to do is stay in bed all day and not have to see anyone. I am a complete mess right now. No matter how hard I try I just can't snap out of it. sometimes I just want to go to sleep and not wake up.

[diannescruffy]

I just want to give you big This would be a very difficult day for you, you will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Regards,
Dianne

[maybe baby]

You poor sweetie, Mother's Day can be horrible in these circumstances......be kind to yourself

[CeCe]

It's such a hard day for those who have suffered a loss or are just struggling to get pregnant. I know I've been driven to turn off the radio today because of the constant mother's day ads....

I hope you had some time to your self today to do what felt right for you.

[Miss.B]

Natasha, I am so sorry your little baby isn't here with you . Mother's day is soooo hard, this was my first one, and oh how I wish it was a happy experiece instead of a very sad one. Sending you many hugs, love & strength.
Beata xxx

[jackrose]

Natasha,

I am glad you shared with us what you are going through today. It is so important to be able to share how you are feeling AND for others such as myself to be aware of how it feels to have lost a little one. I have a close friend who miscarried recently and she never talks about it but you have reminded me that for a mother such as yourself, you do not simply forget about your angel and all of the significant dates. Thank you for reminding me to keep in touch with my friend.

Have you got anyone you can talk to about how you feel? Or is there anything special you can do today? Maybe have a bath and light a candle for your little one. When I lost someone special I felt really connected to them with a lit candle in the room.

I am thinking of you Natasha and send you lots of love. x