fiona jill i think you may have something there, ive never been really religious or spiritual, however i dont like to take chances, my mum has a belief that unless a baby, child or adult has been blessed they never move on there souls just hang in limbo forever i dont know wether this is true or not but i had jesse blessed just incase,
my mum also told me that jesses death would make or break my partner and yesterday we broke, he took off in a fit of rage, on his learners licence on his own in his mothers car my dad took her to retrieve her car and he wouldnt hand it over just took off in it, she took a great step that day in no longer molly coddling her son rang the police needless to say he was arrested and charged, hes now at his own house considering rehab (hes an alcoholic and big marijuana smoker) hes not allowed to make contact with us for a week, next tuesday my mum will take the kids on a supervised visit to him, and get his decision regarding rehab, of course this being his second drink driving unlicensed offence (that hes been caught for) he may end up in lock up, for both his and the childrens sake i hope not but i have no control over these things and he will have to take any consequences he has brought upon himself, there may be hope in the future for us but it will be a long time if he cleans himself up as he will need time adjusting to the real world without two of his best mates, before he can even consider beginning to adjust in a relationship, if nothing else i hope that we can atleast be good friends in the future especially for the childrens sake
cheerios for now i have dd an ds to attend to, bless them there what keeps my world going round,