This is so heart breaking that i feel like runnning over there to give you a HUGE hug and then running to your sis and giving her a MASSIVE hug...

She is so brave and an incredible mama!! She not only birthed her angel but she gave him her blessings as a mother does when saying hello and goodbye all at once...
I too know the feeling of having to look at your baby and know that they wont smile, laugh or even look into your eyes.. and its heart wrenching and a feeling so beyond heart ache that its uncomprehendable in words..
You all have been each others rock and it will be the best thing in the coming days, to be there for each other..
Fly Free little man!! You sound so gorgeous,,,
Liviam- Hun please look after yourself , its so hard to get lost in everything that you forget about your own frame of mind and head space.. HUGE HUGS!!