I only found out on tuesday of this week (26April) that we were pg for sure (+ve BT) - the first positive test dated back to the previous wednesday, and i was so excited but it is gone already now. I was in here on thursday looking at some of the other posts because i was terrified of loosing it and was looking to see if anyone had any warning it was about to happen... (i guess i had a premonition or something). My blood test HCG lebel on tuesday was really low 68- i thought that really odd at the time but was trying to be very positive, we all celebrated and told our immediate families and then yesterday morning i got up and everythin was fine then i had terrible cramping and lower back pain. When i went to the toilet next there was a lot of blood.We went up to the hospital - there was no point in doing a scan - took a blood test - level at 6.. and then just went home to cry for the day. One of the hardet things was having to ring everyone again to tell them.
This has been the year from hell - first the fertility issues - then our dog dies and now this. One thing is that it is making DH and I a stronger couple, and i know everything happens for a reason - but why does all the ****ty things have to happen to us and all at once.
AJ, I was so sad to see your name in this forum this morning. I'm so sorry for your loss, you really are having a bummer of a year aren't you. :hugs: :hugs:. I truly hope that things pick up for you soon. Don't forget that we're always here for you any time you need a cyber-shoulder to cry on.
Oh darling, I was so sad to see this after being so happy that you'd concieved. JUst know that lots of use are thinking about you, and are real sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself.
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