Goldilocks,
How truely sorry I am to read of your loss. My heart goes out to you. I to suffered a bighted ovuum but started to spot at 7wks so had U/S straight away. Finallly naturally M/C at 10wks. You are right, you will see the world and your life through different eyes now. I cherish everyday and try to put simple, stupid, petty things to one side. I love my children even more than ever - something I didn't think was possible. You have turned a corner in your life. Not one that you would have willingly turned, but now it is done.

Please take care of yourself and hold your husband tight. He sure is a treasure.
If you need to talk I am always around.

Bug hugs and warmest wishes,
debbie