OP - thinking of you through what is a horrible time. I hope DH gets the kitchen done quickly so he can come home with arms to cuddle you. All my RL friends were pg when I lost our angel and I felt incredibly alone also. I have no other words of wisdom save that there are some wonderful people on here who want to support you - I hope you are able to let them do that and allow someone to raise you up during this time.

Remember one day you'll look back and see one set of footprints through this time - He is carrying you.