Our little bean did not make it

**BekZ** · February 16th, 2007, 04:56 PM

Wow what a journey this pregnancy has been. From spotting to hcg levels not doubling, 3 u/s and finally we found out that our little one died shortly after my 7wk scan. I must say that I am sad but some how I just knew all was not well, and now instead of worrying each day and waiting for more spotting or cramps that our journey has come to an end. I feel emotionally bruised and battered and I am sick of worrying atm.

We have decided to put off TTC until the end of the year. I need to get my emotions in check, lose a bit of weight and just enjoy life for a bit.

Thanks everyone for your support through this journey.

**Mumintaz** · February 16th, 2007, 05:04 PM

Oh BekZ, I'm so very, very sorry. I'd hoped that things were on the improve for you. You know that I know how you feel, we've been "running mates" through our pregnancy journey and hopefully, we can do it again together some day.

Hugs to you my friend. Take it easy on yourself and know that you have all of the support that you need here.

Lisa

**AnyDream** · February 16th, 2007, 05:11 PM

Bekz, I'm soooo sorry you lost your baby. I hope you find healing in the months to come.
xxx

Marydean

**RhiChiChi** · February 16th, 2007, 06:37 PM

Bec,

So sorry to hear of your loss. Take the time out to look after yourself and when you ttc again, I wish all the very best

**MistyFying** · February 16th, 2007, 07:28 PM

Oh no! I'm so sorry to hear your little one passed away Bekz. Big hugs to you. Take care of yourself.

**Angelgirl** · February 16th, 2007, 07:42 PM

BekZ I'm so so sorry for your loss. Look after yourself and enjoy time with your DD until you're ready to come back and join us. All the best.

**Sharon19270** · February 16th, 2007, 07:51 PM

Bekz I am so terribly sorry that you are going through this as well, especially when things started to look up for you and this little one, I can understand exactly how you are feeling. Take time to heal, and enjoy life for a while and I hope to see you back here TTC when you are ready :hugs:

**~shazz~** · February 16th, 2007, 08:08 PM

i'm so sorry for your loss hugs to you and your family

**nickers** · February 16th, 2007, 09:29 PM

Oh gosh Bek i am sorry to hear of your loss.
Thinking of you and hope time can heal and when the time is right you will start ttc again.

**cheekyfrog** · February 16th, 2007, 09:39 PM

BekZ, I'm so very sorry you've lost your little bub. Thinking of you and sending lots of hugs your way.

**BekZ** · February 17th, 2007, 07:31 AM

Thanks everyone for your support all is very much appreciated. I will return some time, not sure when. Hopefully some/all of you will still be stalking the threads and I can catch up with you then.

Had time to think about things over night and I really don't like the fact that I have 2 m/c in a row now. This makes trying again a very scary prospect.

**Ngala** · February 17th, 2007, 08:53 AM

Bekz - so sorry to hear of the loss of Little Bean. You and your DH are in my thoughs through this difficult time. Take your time to heal and I wish you the very best for the future..

**Lynn** · February 17th, 2007, 09:22 AM

I am so sorry that you have had to go through this painfull journey. Take care of yourself and good luck when you are ready to TTC.

**Spring Angel** · February 17th, 2007, 11:36 AM

I am so sorry BecZ

I know how scary it can be to think about TTC after having 2 m/c. I had one m/c and one stillbirth but I think that when the time is right for you, that urge will outweigh the fear.

In the meantime, take care of yourself babe and just know that when you are ready, we are here for you.

:hugs:

Luv Spring