Hi, I'm really sorry i just need to get this off my chest.

A little background, 1 year ago on friday i gave birth to our beautiful little boy Riley, he was born sleeping at 35 weeks. 6 weeks later my 'friend' (we have been friends for about 10 years) anounced she was 5 weeks pregnant. I couldn't even look at her it made me sick (i don't know why, i'm never like that). She told everyone at work, friends etc. 3 days later i called her because i had been feeling really terrible about how i had been treating her and asked if i could come over and talk, she said ok and i hung up, about 10 mins later she called me back saying she was going to the hospital because she was having a bleed. The next day i was told at work she'd miscarried. I felt awful for her. Some things didn't add up with her miscarriage though, like she didn't have any doctors visits after the hospital or any tests done, and she is very vague on the details.

Fast forward to last week, She tells me that she's pregnant again, 6 and a half weeks (i'm happy for her but a little sceptical because for the last 10 months every month she kept telling me she thought she was pregnant, that she was sick etc) she told me not to tell anyone so i didn't, but EVERYONE knows because SHE told them, but then told them not to tell either.So today she went home from work early because she had a cramp in her belly, and a few hours later her husband comes into work and tells me that she miscarried again! and her blood tests that she did on monday came back negative and the doctor said she must have miscarried!
now i'm no expert on this but i really don't think she was pregnant at all! I'm so angry at her, that she could do something like this expecially when Rileys birthday is only 3 days away. Does she just want attention? I feel really sorry for her DH because he really wants a baby! Some of the other girls at work feel the same way and are ready to tear strips off her. They don't know why we are still friends when she does these things to me, I don't know either.

Thanks for reading if you got all the way through without getting bored. I just don't know what to think! Maybe i'm a bit emotional because of our little mans birthday coming up, maybe i'm just being stupid.