Well, got to see my regular OB/RE today. Fortunately, the covering OB had brought her up to date with the events of the past 2 weeks. Unfortunately, no chromosome results from baby as yet and not much more she could really tell me about the why?, what will happen next time? etc etc. We are going to run all the recurrent miscarriage tests -karyotype myself and DH plus all the thrombophillia etc tests on me. Don't know if I want them to find anything on these or not but i am glad at least we are doing everything we can. Even discussed IVF and PGD -i'd be willing to do anything to avoid another m/c -don't think I could go through this again. Is really, really taking its toll at the moment.
Am still felling unwell since my second D&C and still having some cramping.
She checked me out and i now have a fever and quite painful when she did internal exam. So more swabs, blood and urine tests and onto a 3rd antibiotic - god I feel sorry for all those poor dogs and cats I put onto these drugs -I am sure they are contributing to the nausea etc.
If my temp gets any higher I will probably end up back in hospital which i really don't need. Not just for my health but also my sanity. Work is very stressful as it is and if I had to call my boss back from his precious holidays again the sh** would really hit the fan. He told me last week (day after my second trip to hospital when I hadn't barely been able to get out of bed) that I had "ruined his life over the past few weeks" and that "his kids were desperate to go to the beach so when would I be back at work!"
Was so stunned and lacking the energy to reply to this so have been struggling through work past few days.
Really just want all this to be over, get pg and be happy again. Why does everything take sooo long. Certainly can't even TTC again for next 4-6 weeks as need to wait for test results and because i don't ovulate on my own need to wait for dr to ok going back onto meds again. Feeling frustrated, sick, sad, angry and very, very tired!