Nae its a strange world and Im still sad you have had to go through this again, was it very early hun how many weeks were you if you dont mind me asking! I wish they would do some checks for you to find out! it could be something really simple that may be baby asprin or pogesterone would sort out for you! have you ever tried MACA it helped me get pregnant this time round it just was not happening other wise.
if you take it from my last period I would have been 7 weeks so yep really early, The bleed didn't happen around AF time which is a new thing as my other 2 m/c the bleed occured when I was due for AF.
TBH I have been really angry the last few days, woken up angry, been a real turd to DH and DD ...... but today I have woken up in a better place. Still in a LOT of pain and cannot take good pain killers coz I am still BF DD and the bleeding is still very heavy but my headspace is much better.
I guess I knew it would happen deep down, the timing was way off in terms of DTD and O, ok so enough to fall preggers but not for a sticky one. I had thought that because I was still BF that had some part to play, maybe it did, who knows but IF it was time for me to be a mum again then it would have stuck right?!
We are going to make an effort to try for a boy, if I get another girl, well too bad really .... but we are not going to wait as someone once sid the best time to TTC is straight after a MC because the lining on the uterus is really thin so makes inplantation better? I don't know if thats true or not but I am convinced thats how we got DD.
Anyway I am waffling,
Yes in a better headspace today, cool and rational, physically still in a lot of pain and feeling blah but definately in a better headspace
Thanks so much everyone, I don't think I could get through these things without you all x x
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