Sooo Frustrating... Just wish I knew... BUT scared to know!!

[TUP]

I'll start at the start... 2 m/c & one possible unconfirmed, I decided I give up.. Had AF May 17 & then last Wed I was peeing like a race horse and after gym on Tues felt like I was going to vomit, so Thurs I did an early HPT (10mil) and it looked like the pink dye bleed up the test but there was a v faint + line... So went to doc on Friday & had bloods done - result was less then 2 HCG.
Monday I did my last early HPT and it came up straight away two lines... Got bloods done same day (yesterday - Monday) & the results from yest came up as inconclusive I guess. The Doc said she didn't have levels but the results were "elevated" but I would need to do another test Thurs to check levels again...

Arg I just want to know one way or another, although I do think I am.. Then I guess I need to get past wk 5 which is to the day when I have m/c the other times...

My best friend just had her 3rd m/c in a row and Im just terrified & I just want to celebrate this pregnancy but will feel a bit silly if it was all in my head.

In both my preg with my two little people I had bleeding around 5 - 7 wks so not keen to go through that again... I am trying to just stay focused and "what will be will be" but it's so hard..

Has anyone had levels come back really low and gone on to have successful pregnancy?

I guess realistically I am only 3 wks & 3 - 5 days depending on Ovulation, I have 26 day cycles after my m/c in Nov last year which lasted 5.5 wks.

Sorry just needed a vent and would love to hear other peoples success stories from having low levels..

Sticky baby dust to all

[toomanyshoes]

I can't really offer any advice but you get a BFP sticky baby!

And yes its hard to let yourself get excited once you've gone through the pain of m/c, really hoping it works out this time for you.

[TUP]

Well I did a first response at lunch time today, the + line came up straight away!!! Am so excited & want to sign it from the roof tops but TERRIFIED b/c I am so scared of another m/c... I am only 3wks & 4 days so early early days :/ Trying to be positive about it all just gotta get past 5wks... OMG these next few weeks will drag & I don't think I'll be confident until I see it on the U/S!

[Tegam]

Sorry cant say that i have had low levels but i know i have heard of lots of girls on BB having the same as you in all their pregnancies. I hope some of them find this thread and get back to you! So sorry you have a wait on your hands. I hope that it all comes back high and you can get on with celebrating. As you should celebrate, every pregnancy is a miracle, no matter how long it lasts! So sorry for your friend too!