Thank you for sharing that. It hit me very powerfully.
I won't let myself cry, but that came close to making me. Maybe next year my Spirit Baby might make it.
My last pregnancy wasn't planned and came at a time when there was quite some turmoil going in my relationship with my now XDP. Regardless of this fact, I embraced the pregnancy and moved forward.
When I began to bleed I spoke to my Baby and told Him that if He need leave than it was ok and I promised to come back for Him. I didnt realise until quite recently that He had passed inside me very close to the time that I spoke to him although it wasnt for some time afterwards that I was too find out that he had left my body.
I see that regardless of my partner/husband, He was my Spirit Baby and I will meet Him again one day...as promised.
wow, i have goosebumps reading that. Thank you for posting it, I am currently struggling with my last loss atm because its coming up to what would be my edd, so thank you so much for posting, it has put me a little bit at ease.
I have only ever been pregnant twice, but for a long time before I had kids, I used to dream of a little baby boy called Samuel. It's funny because with both pregnancies, I knew it wasn't him, but I really hope he comes back again to be born. Somehow though I know his time with me has passed, and he went to someone else to be born.
This gave me goosebumps, especially thep art about the explanation of spirit babies...
After losing my first angel I had a dream that he came to me, all grown up, and took me to a place where there were all these babies lying on fluffy white cloud beds and he told me that they would all be mine, I wouldn't give birth to them all, and wouldn't be the biological mother of all of them, and not all would live to see the world, but they would all still be my babies in one sense or another...
I cherished that dream and it helped me to cope.
Thank you for sharing it hun, it really means a lot to me xx
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to you both.
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