Hey Lynnette,

I would love to know why we are all in this position, but I guess it is just another one of these questions we will never get an answer too! :hugs:

I am sorry you lost Lucia, I am sure she is with you now and with your new arrival -having chosen this babe specailly for you. It is so hard to have to face these other people, especially if they are insensitive.

I am hoping so much to be pregnant before my sil second one arrives, but we'll see what happens, that is totally out of my hands! I am happy they are pregnant, I would never want anyone to go through what we have, so I have to be happy!! But there are so many other issues to contend with which makes it extremely irresonsible of them to have a second child. That said it makes me so angry when there are people out there who want babies and who are in a stable position to have them, and then people can just pop them out without consideration. I guess I am bitter because there are people who deserve babies so much, and have them ripped from them. I miss Jemma terribly, and try to talk to her whenever I can, her memory book is now in England as I was evacuated out of Guinea earlier in the year and nearly had to leave it behind, so wanted it to be safe, but now I just wish it was here so I could finish it off on the days I miss her the most.

Anyway, I am sorry we all find ourselves in this position, but I guess it is all part of this awful journey we are on.

Good luck with the new bubs, I hope it helps ease the pain of seeing the other Mums. Just wish none of us had to go through this!

Hugs
Sarah