One year ago today you were taken away from us, not a day has gone by that I haven`t thought about you and wondered what you were like, did you look similar to your faternal twin brother, were you another bundle of baby boy joy to love or were you my precious little girl, how life would have been different if you were here with us today, yes it would have been hectic but you would have been another one to love, another one to call me Mummy. One thing is certain you`ll never grow old and frail, you will always be Mummy`s Angel Baby.

Out of the dark tunnel you brought sunlight to our eyes, your twin brother unbeknown to Mummy and Daddy at the time was growing nicely.

One year on and I still miss you, I`ve been thinking about you a lot this last week and more tears have been shed, I also know how very very blessed I am to have been given a second chance, your brother is a very special little man and a smile from him makes everything seem alright again.

I know I only carried you for such a short time but in those six weeks you were my baby and you still are today, we just never got the chance to meet.

Much Love from Mummy, Daddy, your special brother Adrian and your big brother Matthew xxxx