So maybe that pg dream was a bit of an omen!

DP says to me today that he intends to be with me for the rest of his life (we've decided against marriage due to cost and neither of us are religious).... and that he will give me a baby because it obviously means so much to me.

I did as he asked and stayed quiet on the subject, but today was crying after a nasty little tramp flaunted her babies in my face. What was most distressing is that she suffered a stillbirth herself. I was beside myself with anger and hurt. And that's when he said it.

For now I'm trying not to get all excited as he's said this before and backed out....... but I am happy he's come this far on his own, even if it goes back to maybe. Maybe is enough to keep me going. Time to start saving $$$ in case he is serious. And I really suspect he is this time as it came out of nowhere. Right now I'll just stick to saying YAAAAYYY!!!!