Hi ladies,

thanks for your posts,

think i might be just torturing myself a bit... picking at the wound so to speak.

on the up side, the pain seems to have gone. Will try to find the courage to ask my doc about the twin thing although worried I'm going to come off as neurotic. I suspect that they will tell me that there is no way of knowing now.

as ever, thanks for taking the time to lend your support while going through your own journey of grief. It is appreciated.

sending you love and wishing you strength.