Tiff, my heart goes out to you. I really feel for you and the spot that you are in at the moment, it sounds like you are doing it tough. And I can totally empathise. I know what it's like to have to get permission to hold, cuddle, bathe (etc) your own child. I often said to Paul when Joshua was in hospital that it didn't feel like he was ours. Good on you for fighting for each little bit of contact.

I think about you and little Noah and Ivy heaps. Unfortunately my computer has had unknown issues with the site recently and I have only been able to read, and not post. (They seem to have been resolved now O). So, I have been following you around the boards, reading, to see how you are all doing. How are you all today? I hope it has been a good day...

WelshGirl, sorry to hijack your thread! It sounds like you have been having a tough time too. How are you and Seren doing?