Thanks all for your replies. Hugs

Well my little Chloe arrived at 38wks and 4days gestation, she was a tiny 2.375kg hc 33cm and length 43cm. Due to me being insulin dependant Chloe was taken straight from theatre to NICU where she ended up being admitted for 3-4days. She had low sugar levels and was admitted at 28mins old to NICU and put on insulin and was tube fed. Thankfully she wasnt there for a longer stay than what she was. I only got to see little Chloe for about 5mins when she was born and didnt get the chance to see her again until a day later. Although due to me needing to recover as well the lovely NICU staff brought her down to me the next day after my first visit. Although not for very long periods it was still nice to see me gorgeous little girl. It was even more special once she was discharged from NICU and kept with me.

I did however feel quite lost not having my bub with me after birth, and actually didnt feel like I had my bub. it was a strange feeling. Did anyone else feel that way. it just didnt seem real.

Yet it most definately feels real now though. lol