You've done so well to get to 30 weeks. A friend of mine had twins at 32 weeks, both IUGR (1080 grams and 1200 grams) she started having troubles early on, but they picked up the IUGR at about 24 weeks. When they were born they went onto CPAP for a few days. They did as well as anyone would expect for a 32 weeker, despite their size. I have a lot more stories with similar outcomes. Size does not always affect how well a baby will do once born. It can go either way really.

I can tell you that the difference between a 30 weeker and a 34 weeker is HUGE. Brendan 6 weeks in hospital, nearly died a few times, quite a lot of issues. Tristan had some breathing trouble, some feeding trouble and jaundice. BUT it really is an individual child thing. Tristan did exceptionally well for a 34 weeker, and Brendan did poorly in his first few weeks, but then excelled.

I wish you all the very best, there are plenty of people here for support

Inanna has pretty much covered it.