Not sure if this is really the right place for this, but I know you other Premmie mums will understand my feelings.

Today we held a party (have uploaded a few pics) for Brendan who turns one tomorrow. It went very well. But I cant help but think back to one year ago when I spent the entire day wishing my pre-term labour was just "trick labour", I can't help but think about everything or anything that I did "wrong" or could have done.... even though I know that there was nothing I could have done, I know that I did everything right.

On the plus side, my lil man is ONE!! Which I must say is a huge achievement! We have a developmental check on thurs.... so we will see how that goes!