Oh hun, I am so sorry that you've had Angus in hossy again. That must be so hard

It's great that you have something that is working for you. If you are happy to combine bfing and ffing it seems like it might be a good option for you, and it is something that works well for some mums. Just to reassure you though, there is nothing wrong with your milk. Everything you have described is totally normal - and there is no such thing as breastmilk that's not good enough. You certainly have enough too, from what you describe. Also you are never totally empty - you are making milk as Angus feeds so there'll always be something there for him. It's easier for him to get it than your pump though, which is why you aren't getting a lot when you express straight after a feed.

Keep up the great work hun. I am glad that the feeding seems to be going better for you now, and I hope that Angus stays out of hossy for you.