Thanks so much guys - your support and kind words mean so much.
I was too scared to visit here for about 10 days - I didn't know which group I belonged in, how to share how I felt when my BB group was still so excited about their babies being 5 weeks away and I didn't want to rain on their parade
My amazing DH pulled me out of the biggest hole. When I didn't want to see my babies - he understood and didn't force me, he let me cry, he let me scream and most of all he just kept loving me - which after 3 days - helped me remember how to love my girls.
NICU terrified me. I now go there every day and look forward to it. Our Dr's are amazing, the other parents are amazing, you friends here are amazing.
Just thank you. X
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