Tiff - I'm sorry you're feeling awful! It's difficult enough looking after one baby and I think that you are obviously an amazing woman coping as well as you have with twins and three other children. I really hope that you have someone who you can talk things through with and who can offer you some help and support atm, as I know that when you're feeling like that it is difficult to do even the most simplest tasks.
As Bec said, please know that we are all here if you want to talk or need some support. Although I know that it doesn't help much to hear this - you are doing an amazing job!
Take care sweety.

Bec - I'm glad the visit went well with the MCHN, and 220g is good - especially if Josh's appetite has been a bit off.