Sending hugs your way.

I know what you mean about thinking you have dealt with it and then boom.

I know I have not dealt with my DD's early arrival and i dreaded the birth of my two friends babies just before DD's 1st bday. It was so hard going to the hospital and seeing what I did not have. I was able to get away with not visiting one of them as i was sick. I was so grateful to be sick.

The 1st bday was not a good time, I was sooo anxious and unhappy. I decided to make homecoming day a celebration as well and that was better but still highly emotional.

Anyway i am babbling now.

Take care.

xx