honey you did not fail your daughter! It is not you fault!
Please don't be so hard on yourself. You have still carried and birthed your beautiful girl, she is here and she is a fighter that is something to be proud of
You are being the best mummy by just being their for her, your touch means a lot, you are showing her what loving touch is. She loves listening to your voice, the voice she heard while in the womb, it is warm and comforting. She knows you and can feel your love.
The little things mean so much and help her be strong and grow.
The hospital has a wonderful psych staff and they are there for you any time you need to talk just ask your nurse and she can help.
More big and sending lots of strength xx