that would have been terrifying ... thank goodness that there were people on site to help!

know that we're for you and your family, that DS will improve quickly and completely to the point that you *can* take him home in the next 2 weeks, and not have to come back for a very long time ... maybe when he's about to become a father, or a big brother or something ...

you're doing a great job. don't lose heart. what he needs is his mummy, and that's exactly what you're giving him, Kat. well done.