Brendansmum, I had a prem baby for my 1st aswell, she was born at 32 weeks and I can understand how hard mentally, physically and emotionally it was. There was no reason why I came early so I was terrified to fall pregnant again incase I had to go through it all again (which I would of anyway as it was well worth it)! But here I am 38 weeks pregnant with my 2nd!!!!!!!!!! So there is hope that we can go on to have full term babies......actually I am booked in for c section on the 21st as this baby is too big for me to birth. Please be confident and positive as there is hope that we can go on to a 'normal' prengancy and birth. I have to say this has been the LONGEST pregnancy for me as I was prepared to come early so I had everything ready to go at 26 weeks!! And I am still here. I will keep my fingers crossed for you!! All the best!!