I'm a goose!

[Soph28]

So I do a HPT this morning and its a BFN. Then I go to the bin about 2 hours later and see it sitting on top - and there's a second line now. I am a seasoned POAS-er and know that its most probably an evap line. I KNOW this. But then the irrational voice in my head says 'it looks pink, not grey, maybe hcg levels are so low it took longer to show....?'

This has got to be the most agonising TWW ever. And I have a FS appointment to explore IUI tomorrow. What I wouldnt give to be able to call and cancel that appointment!!! It's going to be a long night.....

[Ngala]

Frustrating indeed!!

I would keep your FS appointment tomorrow, if you are still unsure in the morning then the FS should be able to order a blood test for you and you will know for sure that way.

I am that this is it for you

[[M]umma[M]ia]

lol done that enough times!! Though my first BFP on 8DPO was like that.. looked at it almost 12 hours later and realised.. hay, something is there but assumed it was an evap line.

Not trying to get your hopes up ofcourse! Just praying like mad for you that its your month!!!! xx

[Soph28]

Haha! Sorry to keep you in suspense. I think I would like to spend tonight with the hope that there may be a chance tomorrow. Ive been broken hearted too many times and I was told by the FS just yesterday that he thinks its unlikely I will concieve naturally. But damn its a dark, pink line! Its even pink on the sides (it was a dip one).

[Yas]

lol....i'll live I hope it is BFP hun, i know what the disappointment is like.....Iv'e been trying for a sticky for over 2 years now xox GL, thinking of you

[[M]umma[M]ia]

If its a FR and a pink line, I would say its a BFP. That brand isnt known for evap lines. If its 70% as dark as the other line, i would def say its positive! good luck for tomorrow!!

[Kazzo]

Oh boy, that would really be hard not to keep thinking about. Will you try testing again. I really hope that it is a BFP for you. How long after you peed on the test did you throw it out?
Fingers crossed you will be cancelling that appointment real soon.

[Soph28]

Thanks ladies.

MM: Youre the devils advocate!! You give me all sorts of silly hope, lol.

Kazzo: I will test again in the morning. I threw the test out after about 15 minutes and didnt look at it again. I will definitely be going to the FS appointment if its a BFN in the morning, it took months to get the appointment!

From now on all tests are going straight into the smelly council wheelie bin to avoid this nonsense!!!

[buffy1]

Oh man, what a tease! I would be the same, you're very strong to hold out until tomorrow.

I'll keep sending luck your way for both the BFP (tiny tentative woo) and FS appointment.

[raffy]

yup, same happened to me, POAS, nothing, walked away, came back 4 hours later, 2 little pink lines!! craziest feeling after the initial disapointment.

im praying from the bottom of my heart those 2 pink lines are legit

[Yas]

Soph28- I have been stalking and hoping like alot of others! Can you get a BT done just so you know? I hope it is BFP! xoxoxox

[Soph28]

Thanks everyone.... I really appreciate the support youve given me over the past week whatever the outcome

MM: It really has thrown me. At the top of the test its as dark as the control line. Very strange.

[Soph28]

Im getting a BT done this afternoon. I took another test this morning, looked at it after 3 minutes like the instructions said, BFN. Walked away, came back about 50 minutes later and now theres a faint shadowy line. Why does this keep happening to me????????????????? Grrr!!!

I got a massive pimple on my chin last night which has me convinced AF is on her way. The BT will only confirm that I can drown my sorrows in a few wines

[nothing2lose]

Soph
Good luck today but if the test doesn't come up positive in the stated time it is almost certainly a bfn. Sorry! Hope im wrong!

[Soph28]

Soph
Good luck today but if the test doesn't come up positive in the stated time it is almost certainly a bfn. Sorry! Hope im wrong!

I know its negative. Its just frustrating that it keeps teasing me like that, thats all.

[Yas]

I hope it's BFP soph......GL sweetheart! xoxo

[[M]umma[M]ia]

Keep your chin up hun. I know how frustrating it can be. On a positive note, your temp still looks great.

Good luck hunni xox

[Soph28]

Nope negative. FR have pink evaporation lines, thats the moral of the story.

Im having a bit of a cry at the moment but im trying to shake myself out of it and keep telling myself im lucky I have a daughter, I shouldnt be so greedy to want another.