You have every right to feel violated, and i'm sad you couldn't get it off

Found this for you:

The Runic Tiling Shielding Exercise is a mental one. To start stand in the middle of a room that is a central point in your home. Face north. using your ceremonial dagger, point it towards the north and Inscribe, in the air in front of you, the rune Othiila (sacred ground). Inside of this rune inscribe the run Algiz (protection). It will fit perfectly. You can draw them out on a piece of paper first so you will have a better mental image.

Say aloud "I am protecting my home from all evil and negative, harmful, destructive energies, both physical and non-physical coming from the north."

Bring dagger down to the center and turn from the north to the east. While facing the east again inscribe the two runes and again say aloud the protective mantra using east as your reference. Turn south, then west, then back to the north. You will have come full circle. You will have inscribed 4 very powerful runic bind runes around your home.

Do it every day and with each ritual the strength of the bind runes will increase. You will soon feel less and less fear and chaos in your home and life.