Thanks so much guys.. I honestly don't know what I would do without every single one of you... now I'm crying again (but a good cry.. because I'm actually reminded that there are people out there that care and that know exactly what I'm going through.. it's easy to forget that)!

I just don't feel like myself atm.. I try to put on a 'happy, strong and positive' front but that's all it is and when I get home again, I feel like a bit of a wreck! I know thats normal too.. I just wish I had my Mum nearby so I could go veg at her place and get some much needed cuddles! I'm forgetting that I've had to deal with not only the recent losses but moving interstate aswell... it's tough. I'm finding it hard to not think about where I would be now.. if I hadn't of lost the baby back in August. I really need to move on from that though. I just hate feeling this way.. I miss my happy, carefree and bubbly self... I hate feeling miserable and sorry for myself, it really sucks.. and I'm trying to make friends.. they're all going to think I'm mad.

Anyway I'm rambling again now. Really just wanted to say a very big thank you from the bottom of my heart... I really couldn't get through this without you all.

Kel xxx