Ugh, I spent half the night pacing the floor with a sick baby who was I think hallucinating because of a 39.9 fever. I am so tired I cant see straight. Right now Im trying not to meltdown while he cries in his cot because Im at my wits end. Ry has taken the other two to swimming lessons so I have an hour of peace from them. Atleast I got an hour sleep in I guess which is better than nothing. God I hope Stellan sleeps better tonight I do not like the idea of getting up at the crack of dawn tomorrow to do my trek into the city for Uni orientation after being up half the night. Ry is home tomorrow watching the boys because Stell has to go back to the GP to get a clearance letter for daycare (I hope *sigh*) so atleast theyll be happy while Im gone all day.

Ok enough of my whining. Next post will be more positive I promise. I think Stellan has stopped fighting sleep so Im going to shower and hopefully feel better.