Oh Kelly, you've made me cry! Thank you again . Deb, i would like to know about ventilation/cpap, i have very little knowledge in that area. You must have read my mind, i was thinking earlier of asking to swap numbers with you i would love that, thank you. All that feeding info is wonderful, thank you. I also have a fantastic friend with a three month old who is willing to donate ebm. I really can't express how grateful i am that she is willing to do that for us, i feel very lucky. I'm sure i will think of other questions, thanks for your help so far. And thank you so much to everyone else for your kind words and support, it really means a huge amount to me